Asking questions is not wrong. It can be very valuable. But be careful of your motivation. Do you want to discover better God's truth? Or are you trying to find an alternative to God's truth?
Ex-Christians Aren't The Only Ones Deconstructing Faith - (Barna)
Five Real Reasons Young People Are Deconstructing Their Faith - Joe Terrill
7 Practical Ways to Counter The Wave of Deconstruction: A Short Guide for Church Leaders - Carey Nieuwhof